May 31, 2008

problems

never without.
we were someone else,
never without.
stand upon my chair,
never without.
we were always.
and hardly ever,
never without.
we were always there,
we were always.
hardly,
rarely seen.
we were always.
deep within a dream,
and we were always.
never without.

[J0T]

desire and disappointment

my number/my number/my number
our number
and then the animal noises

you never really got me there.

[J0T]

May 30, 2008

we are sinking

miss distress
you feel so heavy
jumping on my bed
restless child
you feel so heavy
helpless child
confused child
full grown child
you feel so heavy
and we are sinking

[J0T]

women and children first

we thought about leaving
all day
every day.everyone.everywhere.

in every way
in all ways

and always

[J0T]

May 22, 2008

changes


this is neither the time nor the place to be
rather
it is the time and the place to leave

[J0T]

it comes to us all


we cannot escape

[J0T]

a resurgence


slowly
defiantly

[J0T]

unrecognizable


struggling
featureless
you've been lost

[J0T]

May 21, 2008

holding on so tightly


all that which is trivial has become precious in your hands

[J0T]

what happened?


a blatant mutation we hadn't foreseen

[J0T]

keep dreaming


what's in a dream that must be kept hidden?
what's in a dream that must not escape?

[J0T]

I've seen them rise


slowly, steadily

[J0T]

May 20, 2008

all of us with wings


[J0T]

intertwined


external connections
physical tendencies

[J0T]

blown


shake and twist

[J0T]

May 10, 2008

May 08, 2008

trying to get back on track

I've fallen a little behind this week, not on the drawing side, just the posting side. I have a stack of drawings I'll try and get uploaded by tomorrow.
I've done a couple recordings of verbal descriptions while "diving" and I think I may either upload them as a podcast or transcribe them and post it. It's a strange thing but I think it's somewhat interesting. And yes, "diving" is what I'm calling this strange act of mental exploration that I'm doing, I just love summing up random things in a word or two...

[J0T]

May 02, 2008

dwelling


supports shift and strain

still we remain embedded deep within the structure

[J0T]

May 01, 2008

spill


a natural result
expulsion
dripping, pouring, pooling on surfaces

[J0T]